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sometimes i wonder what would really make me happy. i'm someone whose life isn't happening, but for that i'm thankful because happenings tire me very much. sometimes i wonder why am i trying so hard to make new friends with new people i meet when it's so energy-draining to me. why do i always have to initiate conversations? why do i have to smile or laugh when i'm not happy? i'm feeling a little tired of all these little things that revolve around my life.

anyway, a little something happy i would like to share with you...


it was a pleasant surprise when i received the news. i didn't expect it. special thanks to friends who actually spared some of their time to vote for my work despite the trouble of having to sign up for an account to do so. thank you for your time. (: i know i can count on you guys.

and as to what's inside the bag (28th april post), it's actually this:


i went to collect the prize that day. the admin lady actually waited for me till i arrived when i supposed she's already knocked off work that time. i got a little lost finding the place. but i'm grateful she waited. up to now, the prize is still left untouched beside my bed. i don't know what i should do with it.

sometimes i wonder why i can't seem to grow up, mentally. i'm attracted to stuff which guys my age would less likely be attracted to. i adore them but people think it's too childish, especially for guys. sometimes i wish i would love things which typical guys would love. but that would not be me anymore, would it?



a couple of photos taken yesterday at iluma. will update more about it when the time comes, i guess.
Posted by Xie Bin at 9:45 PM

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